#i don’t believe for a second natasha doesn’t know who agent margaret carter is #she just wants to gauge steve’s reaction

#THIS MAKES ME SO ANGRY #like #STEVE #oh my god #please allow yourself to say five extra words #natasha’s trying so hard to give you an opening #but you’re so damn determined not to bleed on anyone #you would rather bleed to death inside #god #walking wounded steve rogers (x)

#this fucks me up so bad tho #look at how he takes his time before he gets to peggy #first he looks at phillips #who probably lived a while #but died well before steve came back #and then he looks at howard #who may have died before steve was unfrozen #but if not for the ‘accident’ very well could have lived to see him again #and god how much must it hurt to look at into tony’s face and see someone he cared for #and not be able to talk about him at all with tony #think how that must cut at steve #to be so close #but so fucking far #and then he takes a breath and looks at peggy #peggy only a few years older than he remembers her #still young and strong and in control #and even though he can visit her #the woman he loved and still loves is slipping through his fingers #the very last thread connecting him to his old life is literally fraying in front of his eyes #this is a wall of people who loved steve and lost him #this is a wall of people steve loved #and lost #and he’s somehow losing them a little more each day #wow I’m sad (via)