I’ve been feeling really down bc of the scars & acne I have all over my body so I’m really “meh” about Blackout bc I’m positive I’m just another spec in the trend.

The one thing that really ever keeps me positive is my back tattoo. I got it about a year or so ago, after my sexual assault. It happened right after Rihanna’s album leaked & after she released “Diamonds” and since then, it’s been the only song that can keep me calm, that make make me feel beautiful, that can make me feel as if I’m not alone.

Fun fact: I met rihanna three weeks after my assault and told her she saved my life. It was one of the best moments of my life & she’ll never know.

Happy Blackout