So who else does that thing where you’re too tired to get stuff done and you know you should sleep, but you’re so desperate to avoid tomorrow that you stay up way past when you should?
admin poststory of my life right nowi'm exhausted i need to sleep but i can't make myself take the three steps to the bedthere's just way too much involved between here and there for one thingi have to close tumblr and shut my computer and stand up and make sure everything's set for tomorrowand for another thing i just don't want to deal with tomorrowit's going to be long and boring and shitty and stressfulmy head is going to hurt all day and my jaw is going to ache from clenching iti'm going to spend nine hours hunched over a lab bench adding one microliter of water at a time to various vialsi'm probably going to forget to eat lunch again because i should have asked what the protocol was for lunch the first weeki'm going to stress about the report i have to write and the poster i have to put together and the presentation i have to giveall about a study i don't give a single fractional fuck abouti miss MEDICINE guys i really doresearch is great if you like iti...don't like itin fact i actively loathe researchi don't mind being a run of the mill er doctor i just want to DO STUFFand research feels so pointlesslike i'm getting results i guess but i have no idea if they're the RIGHT resultsat least if someone has a broken leg it's pretty obvious whether you're doing it right