Intrusive thought I suggest we do this violent destructive thing

Me I am quite certain that I have no desire to do this thing

Intrusive thought I'll just continue to remind you in case you change your mind

Source: neuroweird-werewolf
okay so i'm starting to realize that these are a thing i havewhich is...on the one hand frustrating as fuck because i would like to stop realizing that i have thingsany day nowbut on the other hand it's very reassuring that there are other people who have horrifying violent thoughts for no reasonlike let's be clear i'm a violent person 85% of my violent thoughts are minebut every once in a while my brain will just go 'hey you could totally push that person in front of a car you should do that'and i'll be like 'NO??? I SHOULD NOT??? I DON'T EVEN KNOW THAT PERSON???'admittedly i usually open with 'i don't know that person they haven't pissed me off i am benignly apathetic toward them'as opposed to 'i would never'but i think that's a personality trait so