Hypothesis: loud, fast music with angry lyrics and techno beats may not cure a shitty day, but it helps with loneliness. Further testing required.
i do not have friends in syracusethat is becoming clear to meeveryone here thinks me a strange and quiet creature with a small handful of interestsand a habit of taking the lead whenever a group of people is walking somewhereand no interest in drinkingand that's not a person they want to make friends withapparentlybut i have loud angry music and that'll have to do for the momentit's been a long daya long two monthsi only have two more weeks of this disaster of a fellowshipi can do anything i have to do(that's a kencyrath quote and you should all read those books)and i can do anything for two weeksbut i will be so tired at the end of it godi don't think people realize how much work it takes to wade through adhd nine hours a daylikei am EXHAUSTEDat least with classes i'm DOING STUFF at all timesat least with medicine i'm DOING STUFF...i'm lonelyand i'm tiredand i haven't been remembering to eat lunchadventures in syracuse