Genderfluid God by Mica K
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I'm literally sobbing right nowthis is so beautifulgod I justI am not good at being the right kind of Christian but god I love the faith and I believe and I pray and I sing and I TRYand it's hard to be a Christian as a pastor's daughterI love my dad and I love that he loves his workbut I have a father not a pastor and the entire church has its eyes on me and I can't just sit on the floor of the empty sanctuarybecause there's stuff I need to portray to the church that my dad takes care ofand it makes me tired that's alland the people at church never want to listen to me talk about how angels are terrifying and Mary Magdalene is my favoriteand how if he was alive today Jesus would be a boy from the projects with a teenage mother and a dropout father whose only claim was loveno one talks about religion with the minister's daughterit's exhaustingreligion