Oh my god lol no you’re fine, tbh the commune situation was an unmitigated disaster but…like…sitcom-esque, in a way. I just currently have no filter and kind of aimlessly rambled in the tags for a while, which, yeah, looking back over them definitely seem pretty grim? But like no one died and they were mostly good people, just Very Confused About Life, it had its definite downsides but I’m also not exactly bearing trauma from the experience. Honestly, you’re totally fine.

Although on the other hand it’s given me some weird reference points for the world. Example: I can tell you the logistical maximum number of family units who can live in any given house, which is remarkably useful.  I can also spot a cult at 50 paces, which is helpful, and I’m implicitly familiar with what can be managed with holistic remedies and what really does require a medical intervention.