slyrider asked: OMG AND CABINET BATTLE #1 like damnnn. I want to see this musical so bad but I'm not willing to sell my vital organs lol

YO ME TOO.  Okay, like, I hate Jefferson and have done for years (I am committed to my emotions about historical figures, I’ve hated TJeff for almost as long as I’ve been in love with the Marquis de Lafayette, and I have no regrets).  BUT, that said, I love his part in Cabinet Battle #1.  And Hamilton’s.  But I particularly like the line “Look, when the British taxed our tea, we got frisky; imagine what gon’ happen when you try to tax our whiskey.”

And you know, I don’t feel like selling my vital organs, but if someone’s willing to pay a few grand for an assassin, they could hit me up and I’d be prepared to get the money with someone else’s vital organs, if you feel me.

(In other news, The Reynolds Pamphlet just started and…WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS, HAMILTON.  Also, slay him, Angelica, SLAY HIM.)

slyrider asked: FAM Yorktown gets me hype. Especially when Hercules comes is. I die every time but i cry literally every time i hear the stay alive reprise, it's quiet uptown, the world was wide enough and who lives who dies who tells your story

OH MY GOD FOR REAL.  Yorktown, like, that is my JAM.  Also Stay Alive (I like all the…fighty songs, basically, Yorktown, Stay Alive, Guns and Ships, yeah; I am a little too Hamilton for my own health because I am also the sort of person who meets strangers and goes “I punched this person you know, therefore we’re going to be friends.”).  

And oh God, the Stay Alive reprise.  Do not touch me, I will never be okay, this musical has destroyed my life.  

AND. For emotions in the most compact form I’ve ever encountered, Best of Wives and Best of Women might kind of take the cake.  It’s so fucking short and yet???  By the end of it, I’m DEAD, I am SLAIN.  (Actually, go read the actual letter, it is fucking tragic.)  And oh my God, The World Was Wide Enough is just like.  NO.  I mean, yes, but ALSO NO.  This musical, man, this is so fucking distressing. 

Like, we’re listening to I Know Him and my parents are cracking up (and so am I, I love King George’s songs) and I’m just like “It goes SO BAD from here, guys, enjoy it while you got it.”

Anonymous asked: you are a jerk

Generally I get ‘bitch,’ quality variation in insult there.  Then again, which of us is sending anon hate like a coward?

Love ya, dearie.

Anonymous asked: (unfollowed for reylo, which is triggering to me as an abuse survivor)

I…did not intend to reblog anything as Reylo as I firmly do not ship it myself, partly because it is dubious with some heavy abuse overtones (not my jam) and partly because there’s like a 90% chance they’re first degree relatives (REALLY not my jam).  My interest in the two of them is more because he seems determined to batter himself to pieces on Rey, which is a dynamic I recognize as being very unhealthy and also find very interesting as a writer.  I am sincerely sorry that you found it upsetting (fairly sure I know the post you mean), but not that I find the dynamic interesting.

I am glad you are taking care of yourself, though, and hope that your recovery is going well.  You probably won’t see this, but in the event that you do, I want you to know that I am proud of you for surviving and withstanding.  I know how hard it can be, some days, to hear the whispers of those who hurt you in the voices of those who haven’t, or see their shadows cast over the things and people you love.  You have survived and that makes you strong even on the days when you don’t believe it.  

ididthistoconfuseyouhahaha asked: [headcannon caused by listening to the song from the end of episode 4] so the resistance is giving finn and rey medals and it's the big hall full of all the resistance fighters and Leia gives them the medals just like originally and poe is standing there in his fancy uniform and finn looks over at him with a huge smile and poe winks at him like han winked at Leia and finn just keeps the huge smile on his face and smiles at Rey and BB-8 and R2 and CPO and Chewie are all there and it’s awesome.

WOW I LOVE THIS.  Oh, it’s so great, oh wow, 100% yes.

minutia-r asked: Kencyrath! So, best Caineron: Graykin, Lyra, Cattila, or Gorbel?

screeches in glee

Okay, tough question.  I’d say that if you mean ‘best Caineron’ as in ‘best example of the House’s values, etc’ it’d be a hard tie between Cattila and Gorbel, because they’re both good at the underhanded-efficiency thing.  Probably Cattila purely for that attitude of unshakeable serenity and ‘yes, this is fine’ that she has at all times, even when she’s being possessed by Merekit elemental spirits.  

As for personal favorites…oh, that’s so hard, that’s so hard.  I like Lyra a lot because…she’s just kind of a sweetie?  Like, she’s very uncomplicated–she knows what she can do and what her limits are because of society and she’s willing to work within those limits to help the people she likes, like Jame.  

I like Graykin for…kind of the exact opposite reasons.  He latches onto Jame so hard and she’s so desperately unready for having someone bound to her and he’s just as desperate to be bound to someone even though he hates that need–he’s hard and complicated and difficult and does everything in his power to get around the limitations placed on him just to prove to himself that he can, even when getting around those limitations hurts him or someone else.  But even through all that I think he genuinely loves Jame even as he kind of hates what her carelessness does to him–because Jame, the terrible destructive queen of my existence, is so careless with him, she has no training for what to do with him and no idea how to care for him–and he’s just such a messy character bound up in a mixed-blood bastard that I’ve kind of got to love him.

My general adoration for Cattila really can be summed up in how determined she is at all times to be calm as hell.  Like when Jame and Brier’s ten-command break into Restormir in Seeker’s Mask and come bursting into Cattila’s sanctum sanctorum and she just kind of goes “There’s a secret passage at the back, everyone’s drunk, go on ahead” as if this happens every day.  She knows exactly how much of a monster Lord Caineron is and, while she can’t be seen moving against him, she’s willing to let someone else do it and she’ll just sit back and watch, all right?  She’s the sort of person I imagine to wait for the end of the final battle, step outside, and criticize the Tyr-Ridan for making such a terrible mess.

And Gorbel.  Ah, my boy.  I have a lot of very incohesive thoughts about Gorbel, who wants revenge for his dead brothers and who wants to be a good lordan and who wants his father’s approval and who wants to be friends with Jame and who wants all of those desires to mesh for just one minute.  His life is a tangled mess and his loyalties are even worse and for reasons that he can’t really pin down, he recognizes Jame–who is terrible and dangerous and blood-drenched and chaotic–as the one solid thing.  He orients himself by her, not the way Graykin does, as his leader, or the way her enemies do, as their opponent, but as a landmark, something he can use to tell his position in the shifting landscape of the Kencyrath and their politics and their underhanded tactics.  And there’s something about that willingness to orient by her that I think makes him a gorgeously complex character with a remarkably large capacity for empathy and kindness given the way he grew up.  (On a less solemn note, I think Twizzle is damn adorable.)

But I’m going to say that my favorite Caineron is Sheth Sharp-Tongue.  His determination to let Jame rip apart the rotten scraps of the Kencyrath and Tentir to find the pure heart and the intact bits to piece back together is everything to me.  He is the one who figures out how to slide around the bonds of Honor’s Paradox, letting Jame succeed without technically disobeying his lord’s orders.  He’s sneaky and sly and clever and daring and I just kind of adore him.

Wow, this got wildly out of hand.

Anonymous asked: (same movie anon) it's basically this guy accidentally a guy and so he and his wife go on the run (with oscar's character helping them) and like shady shit is revealed and there's some PLOT TWISTS that I need to talk to someone about. it's on Netflix too :)

o.O  I am SO VERY interested, I will definitely watch it.  And then I will almost certainly have a need to talk to someone about it too, so sit tight.

Anonymous asked: You and your blog are golden, thank you for sharing

Oh my God, thank you so much?  You are adorable, please have the best day ever!  I am slightly fuzzy on sleep aids just starting to kick in and this was the best thing to find in my inbox, I love everyone in this bar.

Anonymous asked: 12 girls on tumblr complain about a problem they all had and make it out to be some grand injustice that happens to anyone when really they can't think beyond themselves. Are you going to ignore all the good done just because it didn't happen to you?

Hi, anon, I’m gonna be honest and say I’m…genuinely not sure what you’re talking about here?  I’m guessing it has something to do with either the one post or another one of the recent posts that I’ve reblogged about medical equality lately, though, based on the tone, so I’m going to answer this assuming that.

First of all, no, I’m not, as you seem to believe, acting out due to personal insult.  I’ve been reasonably fortunate in medicine, actually, from a certain perspective: when there’s something wrong with me, it’s spectacularly wrong and generally speaking impossible to write off (too concussed to speak, intolerant of a medication to the point of seizures, etc.).  My experience is actually coming from my training as an EMT and in reaching out to doctors to learn what it’s like working in the medical field.  Thanks for the assumption, though.

Second of all, this isn’t an issue of a few girls on Tumblr, it’s increasingly an issue that has the potential to affect a lot of people.  Women, yeah, are a part of that group.  So are trans individuals, people with existing disabilities, or people of color.  Is it going to affect all of those people?  No, of course not, that would be an absurdly generalized statement.  But it affects some, and when you look at the sheer number of people who fall into the group, ‘some’ of them becomes a not-insignificant number.  However, this does not change the fact that the medical field at large has helped innumerable people, nor would I ever want to devalue that.  It is completely possible to acknowledge both the flaws in the medical system and the vast good that the same system can do and has done.  Since the goal of medicine as a discipline is always to help the most number of people possible, I would say that acknowledging the flaws in the system and acting to change things is actually quite in spirit with the same attitude that leads to all that good being done in the first place.

Third of all.  Okay.  Look.  I’m eighteen.  I am first-aid certified.  I am a trained EMT looking for somewhere to take my certification exam.  I am a junior in college (on SUCH a scholarship, I might add, because my family’s broke) currently on the pre-medical studies track.  I am looking into which medical schools I should apply to.  I am talking to doctors and nurses to see what field I might like to specialize in.  I keep a medical kit and provide first-aid care to my friends and classmates when they need it.  So you just damn call me when you decide what else I need to be doing to be qualified to make a note of the fact that some people do not consistently receive the attentive listening and respect they are entitled to.  Not to sound like too much of an idealist or whatever, but in my personal opinion, if only twelve women had ever experienced this sort of thing, it would still be unacceptable.

If you weren’t talking about the medicine thing, feel free to consider this a free lesson in specificity.  Tip: it pays to be particular about the post you’re griping about, because otherwise you get a long rant about medical equality you weren’t looking for.

dragon--trash asked: Just read your reply to the medical industry and the issues of race, gender, disability, and transgender health issues. Honestly I have never really thought about that until I read the post and your response to it. I'm not in the medical field but from reading your reply I realized that you are correct and it has given me a new perspective on how far the medical industry needs to go in educating healthcare providers on different people's needs. So, thanks to you I have a better understanding. :D

I’m so glad it helped!  I’ve gotten some shit for that post and I stand by it (equality in medical care means *accommodating everyone* so that they can get the same benefits, because, for example, I’m allergic to a vaccine and therefore it’s not equal treatment to administer that vaccine to me even if everyone else is getting it, because I’ll hallucinate for three days and have a sky-high fever–super not fun), but I’ve gotta admit that you’re one of the first…like…nice people I’ve heard from on the matter.  You made my fucking day, I hope you have a stellar day yourself, my friend.