Hypothesis: loud, fast music with angry lyrics and techno beats may not cure a shitty day, but it helps with loneliness.  Further testing required.

Tags: i do not have friends in syracuse that is becoming clear to me everyone here thinks me a strange and quiet creature with a small handful of interests and a habit of taking the lead whenever a group of people is walking somewhere and no interest in drinking and that's not a person they want to make friends with apparently but i have loud angry music and that'll have to do for the moment it's been a long day a long two months i only have two more weeks of this disaster of a fellowship i can do anything i have to do (that's a kencyrath quote and you should all read those books) and i can do anything for two weeks but i will be so tired at the end of it god i don't think people realize how much work it takes to wade through adhd nine hours a day like i am EXHAUSTED at least with classes i'm DOING STUFF at all times at least with medicine i'm DOING STUFF ...i'm lonely and i'm tired and i haven't been remembering to eat lunch adventures in syracuse