So who else does that thing where you’re too tired to get stuff done and you know you should sleep, but you’re so desperate to avoid tomorrow that you stay up way past when you should?

Tags: admin post story of my life right now i'm exhausted i need to sleep but i can't make myself take the three steps to the bed there's just way too much involved between here and there for one thing i have to close tumblr and shut my computer and stand up and make sure everything's set for tomorrow and for another thing i just don't want to deal with tomorrow it's going to be long and boring and shitty and stressful my head is going to hurt all day and my jaw is going to ache from clenching it i'm going to spend nine hours hunched over a lab bench adding one microliter of water at a time to various vials i'm probably going to forget to eat lunch again because i should have asked what the protocol was for lunch the first week i'm going to stress about the report i have to write and the poster i have to put together and the presentation i have to give all about a study i don't give a single fractional fuck about i miss MEDICINE guys i really do research is great if you like it i...don't like it in fact i actively loathe research i don't mind being a run of the mill er doctor i just want to DO STUFF and research feels so pointless like i'm getting results i guess but i have no idea if they're the RIGHT results at least if someone has a broken leg it's pretty obvious whether you're doing it right