• Intrusive thought: I suggest we do this violent destructive thing
  • Me: I am quite certain that I have no desire to do this thing
  • Intrusive thought: I'll just continue to remind you in case you change your mind

Tags: okay so i'm starting to realize that these are a thing i have which is...on the one hand frustrating as fuck because i would like to stop realizing that i have things any day now but on the other hand it's very reassuring that there are other people who have horrifying violent thoughts for no reason like let's be clear i'm a violent person 85% of my violent thoughts are mine but every once in a while my brain will just go 'hey you could totally push that person in front of a car you should do that' and i'll be like 'NO??? I SHOULD NOT??? I DON'T EVEN KNOW THAT PERSON???' admittedly i usually open with 'i don't know that person they haven't pissed me off i am benignly apathetic toward them' as opposed to 'i would never' but i think that's a personality trait so